playing at the park

Sleeping on our way there

I thought i will have the time to blog a little when im in sydney, but i really didnt have any time for that. Bringing a kid along takes up alot of time, i needed more time to cover the places i want to go. Normally, i could have visited 2-3 places in a day instead of 1. Furthermore it is just me with a kid, my sister has 2 so at many times we are chasing after then. The kids range from 1 to 3 years old.

For the first few nights, Jessica wasnt able to sleep well. She keeps waking up from her nightmares. She will screamed and cry. I guess, for her staying in other people's house is something new. The cousins were happy to see each other, and they were more than happy to lend their toys. However as days go by, all became impatient. haha

Jessica is very naughty too, she keeps on turning off owen's Dvd player with his cartoon on. At first he will try to explain to Jessica " jessica, you cannot do this, im watching the cartoon".. then later it became "JESSICA" shouting right in front of her face. Serve Jessica right, cos im sure she understands that but she loves to try her luck.

Jessica is closest to Melanie and i can see that she loves her alot. She wants to hug her all the time, and when melanie crys , she will stand by her, find Melanie's favourite bolster and give it to her.

The 2 girls played with each other the most cos Owen has to go to school. So much has taken place over there but its difficult to put into words here. I really enjoyed my trip. Spending time with my sister and mother like we used to be when are were not married with kids yet. Now our kids can play with each other. I love sitting at her 2nd level balcony, eating parma ham with cheese. Parma ham is so much cheaper there, i ate alot of it and missing it right now.

i cant wait to go back again, to be with them..

After this trip, im sure i can look after my daughter wherever i go, esp taking planes. cos i managed to handle her all by myself and im so proud of it. haha. Im having some problems loading the pics, so will post more the next time

Didnt bother to update my blog for a very long time. I think this is the longest period i disappeared? Anyway i will be going away to sydney on fri for 3 weeks. That is the only thing that really looking out for other than watching jessica grow. Been rather down, kind of disappointed in many things, esp work.

My dubai trip that was confirmed ended up no getting any news from it. $ fly away. I even changed the currency and now made a little loss out of it after changing the currency back. Times are really bad, and im affected. Not much castings which means even lesser chance of getting work. At the same time, i still see a couple of model friends doing quite well. That made me feel worse. Fortunately, last month i had a repeated event's job. Im so glad over it man! And i did a tiny role of 1 line for upcoming channel's 5 show. I think last time, i wont really do it. Now i dont really have a choice.

Ive been feeling so disappointed in work till i went to the bugis temple to ask for a lot. It said something like, i just got to wait and there is nothing much i can do about it. Well, this isnt under my control too, i just didnt have the look there are looking for.

Sometimes i will think, what is it that can make me happy now? I want to get a big assignment then i can relax my nerves for a month or 2? argh

Life is just beyond our control. Actually this is exactly how i felt when i was in sec sch. Sometimes no matter how hard you tried, you still dont see the result. So going away, should make me feel better and probably after this trip, i am at my upmost confident! yes! yes! yes!

Honestly, i really enjoy my work very much. It is so flexible that i can spend alot of time with Jessica. At this time, i spent even more time.

Im feeling better now that i said this, cos it has always been inside me since the recession news started.... i still hope for my dubai trip, damn!!!

duck tour

My house is current under renovation, so i will be staying at my mom's place.Jessica cant stay in our house cos of the dust and the mess. The speed of the reno is really fast and im pleased with it. i should go back and take some pictures. Just before the renovation, i went genting again with my mom, my sis and all the kids. It was great to see jessica enjoying herself with her cousins who will soon move to sydney. I will definately visit them soon.
My work trip to Dubai has been postponed and im not sure will the job still remain as mine but ive even changed my money to their currency. argh! although my agent say the job is still confirmed but change of dates. I wanna go to see the country and experiencing overseas for shoots and all. But according to them it shall be a week's trip and thats too long to stay away from family. haha, i know its just 6 nights.
I shall wait till end of the month if i am still required to fly there. Looking forward to see this month's Smitten as i did a editorial for them.

Hi im back again. Its chinese new year eve and i wish everyone a very happy new year, stay happy and that the market will improve soon. :)Jessica is 1 year old since 8th january and she can walk quite well now. she looked better in dresses as she can walk. Since been trying to walk since she was 11 months and now she is walking everyday. I just came back from my taipei trip with my husband. It was fun and its been quite a long while since we travelled together and without the naughty little one. It was easy to travel without her but i missed her dearly. Im glad that im home.

I hope i can take her on another trip probably to visit my sister and i will be able to save on the accomodation to stay in her place. Looks big to accomodate a few more people. I love to go overseas for long trips. For that to happen i will have to hope and get more jobs so i will have more money to go... nowadays very little jobs, even events has been reduced quite alot. Hopefully it will improve, more prints ads, commercial and etc....

Everything is still going ok, nothing much to talk about too. oh yes, maybe the next thing to hope for is the "big sweep". everyone's dream... i have some pics to share but i wont be able to load them now. i will do so in the next few days.

GONG XI FA CAI

pictures taken in aussieland

im back from my australia trip with jessica and my mom. it was fun and i enjoyed seeing her experiencing new environment and meeting new people. I felt that she learned alot over the past 6 days. She seemed to understand alot. I like to take her closer to nature. Like going to the seaside, appreciating the natural environment, building interest in animals, trees and etc. We fed to seagulls together, sat at the seaside, on the grass patch. Now, she started looking out for birds. I used to mention birds to her but she couldnt understand until the closer contact to seeing me feeding them.

When we sat near the sea, watching people sitting at the bar having their drinks, we saw wild dolphins. A pair of it. It was spectacular to see wild dolphins than going out to the sea to find them. priceless. We took the free "cat" bus services, train ride to frementle. The weather was cooling and she had to wear thicker clothes. I was surprised to see her allowing me to wear her hat on her,due to the cold weather.

Whatever and whenever we are eating, she will join in too. Either having some rice or bread. Such memory will exist forever. This short period of time i took care of her myself. Carrying her around, sitting in her pram is all about getting along with each other. Other than some of my mom's help. But i wouldnt want her to carry her too much cos her shoulder hurts. I can see that my mom pampers her alot even it hurts at night, sticking her tiger balm plasters here n there.

Before the trip she felt ill and required alot of care. I was so worried that she couldnt recover n i couldnt cancel or postpone due to a promotion rate. So i gave her as much attention as possible. She's my precious and i love her lots. I guess thats what my mom felt too. love u mommy!

Just found the prints that ive done for starhub. Now then i know what kind of print i was working for

this guy is supposed to be my bf

And thats my feet

These 3 shots took me the whole day's work, more than 12 hours. phew. hope i can get to see some colored ones.good night